summer goal

I had a goal this summer....and as it comes to a close I feel like i have accomplished my goal

commit time undivided to my Lu-lu. I loved every minute of it an an sad to see it coming to a close, I feel like I have become closer to her than I ever would have had I not been a stay at home mom this summer.

Soon she will go to pre K and it makes me excited and sad. she is growing so fast and growing into such a wonderful person. I know that full school is so close and I start school soon and our relationship will change....but.... I also know that forever we will have this summer .

I will always enjoy and remember what this summer meant to us! Pete was with us every step. we didn't always feel it but he is here and  know that he is proud of us. Proud of the family we have become!

Goal accomplished...

now to move to the next step in out Jurney....work on me to be a better mamma, be the mamma Lu-lu will always look up to , be that strong mamma that she will fell proud to have....

I CAN DO IT!

Another Memory of b4 we knew there was a you!

I was driving home alone from your Aunt Mandy and Uncle Brian's house I was thinking about what it was like b4 u? It was a good time and papa and i had an adventure every day, there was always some thing missing. we used to get on the motorcycle when ever we wanted and just ride. wander here and there dream about what to do next ... than one day our dream of what to do next was to finish out family.. there was this moment when it was like we want a baby a little us...
it took time u didn't come right away but when we knew there was you .. we were scared, and excited and knew that you were what would complete us!
Lu-Lu every day I look into your eyes and see the future ,I see a lil girl growing into an independent wonderful woman but I also see your Papa looking out threw your  eyes , he is with you every day, we may not see him but I just know that he doesn't stay far from you . He loves you, the moment you were born i saw a light in his eyes i hadn't ever seen, it was a look of pure unconditional Love!!

I love you my Lu-lu always,

Mama